Aaaahhhhhh!!!!

I am going crazy! I still haven't heard from the DoDDs folks about whether I'm going to Europe or not. First, they were going to be sending e-mails out on Friday. Then definitely on Monday because they already know who is getting accepted. Well, it's Tuesday night and nada. I keep checking my e-mail every 20 minutes. I've become obsessed with it. Every time I type in my password and hit enter, my heart starts to pound a little faster. Then, for a split second, I think "What if I don't get in. What if this e-mail ruins all the dreams and plans I have for my immediate future?" I am terrified. At the risk of having my hopes dashed, I almost prefer this period of ambiguity....No, I don't...It's killing me.

I need to distract myself. So hear is a list of

STUFF I LOVE

*finally remembering to watch Gilmore Girls

*remembering I have a baggie of Wheat Thins in my backpack when my tummy has started rumbling in class

*the NAU movie channels on tv. They have distracted me from many study sessions

*carne asada burritos from Tacos Los Altos

*sinking the 8-ball to win a game of pool

*looking in my fridge and seeing that I still have a peach Silk Alive soy smoothie left

*a late night Pita Pit run with Schmidt

*the V-Day gift I got from mi padres

*my hoop earrings from Cost Plus

*chatting with Aimee and Rachel in class

*making it through EDF 301 without falling asleep